My spiritual awakening part 7

Back to my time at the university. After having tried a few different courses, I decided to major in Religious Studies. I had realized that if all of this spiritual stuff was real, which I absolutely believed, then I wanted to dedicate as much time and energy as possible to it, so if I could dedicate my education to it, this was what I was going to do.

In my spiritual search I had started to become drawn to the the occult (the type that wants to be a force for good), so I decided to specialize in Western Esotericism. For quite a while, I even wanted to become a professor. But towards the end I got disillusioned with the whole academia, plus that a few things happened that made me just want to get away from everything. So instead I sold my apartment and moved to a village called Fåglavik, outside of Herrljunga.  

This was where I went through what you could call a second awakening. I moved in next door to the woman that is now my wife. We met by the mailboxes two weeks after I moved in. I was picking up my mail and she came home from the grocery store. I introduced myself and we ended up talking for, as I recall it, about half an hour. It was a pretty long time anyway. She told me that she had a partner that she was living with and I remember thinking: too bad. She was cute. 

I also picked up on when she told me that she liked the energies in Fåglavik. This made me wonder if she had an interest in spirituality or if it was just a figure of speech. 

Little did I know that this meeting would be the beginning of my real spiritual awakening, or that I through meeting Jessica, would learn just how much other people affect how you evolve as a person.

So much happens on a subconscious level

Maybe you can’t switch from subconscious to instead speak of unconscious. Because the way I understand subconscious, is that it is beneath our direct consciousness, but how deep varies greatly. Some things we can sort of almost know, even if we choose to not listen to our minds when they try to tell us about them. A reason for this can often be found among those that distort how we evaluate the motives behind our behaviors. For example that our true motives are too big of a threat to our self-image. 

Pawns in a game?

This blog is to a large degree about asking questions. The question here is: Are we pawns in a game of demonic entities? I listened to a lecture yesterday together with a group of awakened people. The lecturer told me that we are pawns in a game of demonic entities that basically bet money on how we are going to react to them influencing our lives. And today I stumbled upon this movie. What are the odds?

Different layers of reality and attention

Everything is the same energy. We just decode it on different levels. The higher levels are just as real that this physical level and can be perceived as such. We have just focused exclusively on the five sense, physical reality our whole lives, which is why we mainly or completely perceive it as real. The more we focus on other levels, the more we will perceive them. What you focus on grows. You can, for example, start focusing more on what goes on in the body. When you feel the energies that run through it constantly, focus more on them. You will see how they are connected to the the outer reality and how there is no sharp distinction between you and everything else. What you focus on grows.

The devil is in the details

Pay attention! We miss so much because our attention is elsewhere. Attention is the key to everything. But because we have our attention with us all of the time we take it for granted. We never consider what we can do with it. The world is full of wonders that we miss because we don’t expect them to happen. We don’t believe that they are possible and therefore our focus becomes so narrow that it’s almost non-existent, in comparison to what is possible.

All is one

I’m going to try and make sense of this in some way. I had an experience the other day where I was still in my body. And yet, I couldn’t tell where I began and ended. This has sort of lingered with me. When I meditate, my sense of boundaries fades pretty fast. Just if I close my eyes and stay focused, so that I don’t drift away into thoughts about the past or future, I feel this. The funny thing is that I’m not at all afraid of losing my identity, the way I was when I heard about this type of state. I’m still me. But I’m also one with everything else. 

My spiritual awakening part 6

When I first went from atheist/Laveyean satanist, to a believer in God, I was pretty alone with this. I started buying books on religion and spirituality. Any books on these themes really, since I didn’t know exactly what I was looking for. So I started ploughing through anything from purely academic books to books written by Eastern mystics.

I had been living in a very deep unconsciousness when I started to wake up. As I said in an earlier post, I was still partying pretty hard. And I was also largely hanging around with the same friends.

I also had tons of other patterns and other issues that stemmed from this unconsciousness. Actually, I believe that a part of my life’s journey, is to learn how to deal with all of the problems that one causes for oneself. 

One major thing that I did, that I didn’t realize quite recently, was that I pushed down my emotions to the point where I felt kind of shut off and probably acquired some kind of world record in bodily tensions, which in turn messed up my back. I think that this started when my mother, whom I was living with and was very close to, died when I was 13. This messed me up pretty bad. The adults around me at the time did the best they could from where they were, but they honestly didn’t handle the situation very good. Basically they wanted to change a lot of thing in my life, where I still to this day believe that it would have been better, if they would have as much as possible allowed me to continue living as I did with my mother.

A teenager cannot be expected to get a grip on things and start making conscious choices in the face of a tragedy. But honestly, I allowed it, together with the bullying that I also went through in my teens, to continue affecting me through my adult life. I turn 40 this year and I still haven’t let go of the pain. I know it’s a bit of a cliché, but I can feel it as a lump in my chest. Like a heavy, physical lump, pulling me downwards. 

I’ve noticed that a disproportionally large amount of people that are waking up, carry different kinds of traumas from the past. Often from their childhoods and teens. And even though it wasn’t our faults, it’s our responsibility to fix it. Fair or not, no one else is going to do it for us. And the ones that will suffer the most if we refuse are we.

Enlightenment is to truly see the ego for what it is, part 2

In the end, I’m alone with myself and God. I can fool others and I can use their perception of me to fool myself that I am something that I am not. But I still am what I am and God knows all of it. God sees everything with total clarity. This has to be understood deeply and not just with the intellect. It cannot just be thought up by the intellect. The understanding of it has to be worked into the core of our being.

Enlightenment is to truly see the ego for what it is, part 1

I’m not there. But I know that this is what enlightenment is. How could it be otherwise? As long as little me manages to sneak in its little needs for praise and approval, I don’t see clearly. As long as little me distorts my vision with its petty desires and wishes, I don’t see clearly. As long as I lie to myself about the inner workings of little me, I don’t see clearly. When we see the ego clearly, we can finally truly make room for God.

EVERYTHING is an interaction with God

EVERYTHING! How could it be otherwise? If God is omnipotent, omnipresent and eternal, how could it be otherwise? God speaks to us in every little minute detail of our lives. There are no coincidences.

My spiritual awakening part 5

While I was writing this, another memory came up. When I was six years old, one of my classmates asked me if I believed in God. I said no, whereupon he said that he did. This memory stuck with me. My thoughts were already back then something along the lines of “no evidence = no God”, even if I didn’t use those words. 

This shaped my beliefs until I had my initial awakening at 23. 

Obviously, my this awakening left me with a lot of doubts, even though I didn’t recognize them as such. I knew that I had found something precious that I needed to hold on to, but it was resting on a pretty shaky foundation.

I feel that I also need to mention that from my early twenties, I experimented a lot with psychedelics, and not in a very responsible way (sorry for messing up the timeline here). And I started to have what I would call spiritual experiences. At the time, I had no idea that there was a spiritual culture around them. Thich is quite interesting, since I had no prior knowledge that could shape my experiences and I was very anti when it came to religion and spirituality in general. And actually, even before I got robbed, I had started looking into Buddhism a bit, as a consequence of the things that I started experiencing. Since there was no God in most Buddhist teachings, this was a pill that was a little bit easier to swallow, for someone that had called religious people idiots for most of my life. 

My spiritual awakening part 4

I forgot to mention two of important things in the previous post. One of those was that I cannot really remember my thought processes at this time, except for what I’ve just mentioned. But one thing that I do remember, is the other one. You see, I took out one week’s vacation from the post terminal that I was working at when this happened. I just wanted to take a week to myself and think things through. 

The first day of my vacation I was in central Gothenburg and I wanted to find a book to read. I went into the bookstore and my eyes immediately fell on Tomorrow’s God by Neale Donals Walsh. I did have a feeling that I was guided to it, but then I knew next to nothing about what I know today, so I didn’t think much of it. After a while, I didn’t think much of it, even though the book gave me some real food for thought and seemed like just the book I needed to read. Today I don’t believe that everything that is said in it comes from God. Because now I have some experience of hearing the voice of God myself, and I know that it’s often hard to distinguish from one’s own thoughts. 

Now I have lots of experience of being guided to books, movies and documentaries. I believe that God speaks to us all the time. We are just too occupied with thoughts about the past or the future to notice it. So for most of us, myself included, it’s just when God hits us in the face with a message that we actually take notice. I think that the robbery that I told you about in the first post in this series was such a message.

My spiritual awakening part 3

Just because I found meaning didn’t mean that my old patterns were gone of course. And among other things, I had developed the habit of lying to myself and others. Even though I wanted to be a force for good in the world, I was excellent at making myself believe my justifications for bad, destructive behaviour. But even then, I started to remove the worst stuff from my life.

I went back and forth for a bit, basically between living quite clean and partying quite hard. I tried some yoga and picked up a meditation practice. I don’t remember the exact times for everything. But somewhere around 26 I stopped smoking, started working out and went to the university. 

It’s interesting to look back at these things now. To see where I’ve made major decisions that have affected my life in a positive manner. And you can say what you want about the university (you learn a lot of nonsense there), but my time there taught me how to think in a different manner, to understand texts better and to sharpen my speech. I wouldn’t recommend anyone to get into the debt that I am in to get these skills. But I had fun and it changed me quite a lot in a positive way. It was an experience that both boosted my confidence and humbled me. It boosted my confidence to see that I did quite well in an academic setting and humbled me because I was constantly around loads of people that were smarter than me. And again it boosted my confidence, because I got to see how these same smart people could come to really stupid conclusions, when these conclusions were too shaped by their opinions. 

A little further down the road, I realized that my own opinions often skewed my perceptions of the world. It’s always easier to see these things in others than in oneself. 

An important lesson here, is that accurate thinking is very dependent on one’s ability to free oneself from one’s subjective opinions and views of the world. 

My spiritual awakening part 2

Before this event that set me off on my spiritual journey, I was a nihilist. I was into Laveyean satanism (basically ego-affirming atheism, at least on the surface) and I believed that life was completely pointless. You live and you die and when you die nothing matters anymore. I didn’t really care if I died tomorrow or in a hundred years and basically felt that I might as well grab hold of whatever little pleasure that came my way while I was still alive. Not that it was right or wrong. It just seemed like the thing that came most naturally when I just let myself go.

When I went through this back in 2006, I had very few to talk to about it and no one that knew exactly what was going on. And even though I never lost my faith in God, I slipped back into many of my old patterns after a while. But from this point, my life was less chaotic. I would say that meaningfulness was the big thing here. I cared whether I lived or died because I believed that there was a purpose with my life. Looking back on this now, I think that this is actually very significant. Because our attitudes towards life affect how we think, feel and act in pretty profound ways. I know that this could be considered speculation, but at the same time it’s undeniable. When you suddenly feel like there is meaning to your existence, you care if you live or die and then you start caring about your actions. It follows logically that this will have an effect on your actions.

My spiritual awakening part 1

I’ve written a lot about my awakening here on the Blog. But I wanted to collect the essentials under one heading.

For me it started way back in 2006. Basically I had started to question my former atheism a while back, when I got robbed as a direct consequence of the life that I was living. The same day I had had a hunch that something was going to happen, but since I didn’t believe in intuition and only a very vague openness to anything that went outside of the five sense reality, I ignored it and soon forgot it. In the evening it knocked on the door. I opened and four guys that I didn’t know stood outside. You can fill in the rest.

Afterwards I got a very strong feeling that this was God telling me something about the life. Had I known what I know now about religious psychology, I might have been more skeptical. The psychological literature says that traumatic events and rough periods can trigger sudden changes in religious beliefs. But I’m glad that I didn’t know this, because today I know that even though I trust the research on this, nothing happens by accident. Today I know that everything is in God’s hands and that God talks to us through every single little moment in our lives.

Voldemort part 3

Let’s look into our crystal ball for a moment. As with Voldemort, I’m not sure that I can mention this by name without being semi-censored (made invisible) by algorithms. But if you go to YouTube and type in the keywords “world” and “reset” you will find what I’m talking about. Then you can look into some critical voices, such as Russell Brand or Awakening with JP. 

Basically, this project involves most of the major public figures within the criminal elite, whether they are politicians, celebrities, corporate leaders or billionaires from different sectors of society. It seems a lot like the New World Order that “tin foil hats” have been warning about for decades. And this has been made possible through Voldemort, together with other major events, such as the 9/11 attack and the financial crisis in 2008. Coincidence? 

To me, it’s clear that a control system on the internet has been put in place. We leave traces everywhere on the internet. Algorithms control the information that we see. People are being censored and de-platformed. And we police each other by reporting content that is deemed inappropriate. And there will always be someone that reports stuff. The algorithms will take care of the rest. Through the Voldemort crisis, I’ve learned how effective censorship on the internet has gotten, as long as people support and give their consent to it. 

In a very short period of time, people in more or less free nations have gotten used to that the government can take away their freedoms with lockdowns, censorship and pressure to make them comply with taking the proposed solution. They have gotten used to comply with having to prove their medical status. Think about this: most people are now complying with allowing an experimental substance into their bodies without looking into the side-effects, reported or potential, the players that are involved in this or the economy behind this whole thing. And many are angry and afraid of those of us that refuse to do this.

And whether or not you believe that the criminal elite had something to do with unleashing Voldemort on the world, they are definitely the ones responsible for the lockdowns and other restrictions. Thus it follows that they are responsible for the economic consequences of the lockdowns and restrictions.

I wish to conclude this series by asking you to take the following into consideration: If this spiritual awakening is real, which it absolutely is, and the people in power know about it, which they absolutely do, and if it threatens their power, which it absolutely does, do you think that they might want to stop it? Do you think that they might even create a global crisis to stop it and to tighten their invisible grip on the world?

If you cannot even consider that this spiritual awakening might be real, you can discard everything that I say here. It simply isn’t for you. I know that it’s real, unfathomably huge and that it is a serious threat to those that run the world. Because once you go through it, you will know without a shadow of a doubt, that you don’t need any person to tell you what to do. That the only authority you ever need is God and that his will never has to be forced on you. You will know that competitiveness and that someone has to lose for someone else to win are illusions. You will start seeing how controlled and programmed that we all are. And you will wake up to the absolute fact, that you are not a small, solitary, limited creature, destined to live out a short, finite existence between two eternities of absolute nothingness. That you in fact are an immortal spiritual being, unconditionally loved by God and connected to everyone and everything else. You will know that the choice right now, is to either take responsibility for your own life and actions. Or to hand that responsibility over to someone else. And you will know that this choice is the choice between freedom and slavery.

God speaks in the inner silence

When you can honestly say that you receive your thoughts, rather than produce them with your ego? There is a very clear distinction here. But it’s difficult to recognize it, even efter you’ve done it once.

What I’ve found, is that the mind first has to be stilled to the point where there is a break in the thought activity for at least a few seconds. This, again, is difficult to recognize, because it is unawareness that makes us start thinking again, so we are generally not aware of having started thinking, until a few thoughts have passed through the mind. But even when thought activity seizes for just a few seconds, I notice that everything seems to fade away and I move closer to a state of just being if my eyes are closed. And if they are open, everything seems to flow effortlessly, to the same degree as I manage to be present in the here and now and still my mind. 

I believe that this state might put us in direct connection with God. Maybe OUR thoughts are what separates us from God? It would actually fit pretty neatly into the myth of the fall. Since our thoughts give us knowledge and we got separated from God and paradise through eating from the Tree of Knowledge. 

But that’s sort of a little sidenote that I thought was fitting.

Continuing: I’ve noticed that if I remain still and present for a while, my mind still starts talking again. And if I lose focus then, I’m back to the usual pointless chatter. But if I remain still and present, what comes through is completely different. It rings true and gives me insights that are either practical or will lead to more happiness and less suffering, for both me and others. As for the latter, it also often tells me things that I don’t want to hear. 

Another thing that I wonder, is whether our connection with God in the now has to be limited to words. Probably not. I wonder this because I’ve also found that when I am in a flow state, I feel closer to God in other ways as well. It’s as if God slowly takes over my life, the more I manage to be present. It’s as if it’s still me doing the thinking and moving, but yet it is not me. It’s strange, wonderful and difficult to explain.

Is everything energy on higher levels?

So, I’m starting to suspect that those that say that we are multidimensional beings are right. I’m still trying to wrap my head around this and writing this down is one way of doing so. At the core seems to be that we interact with reality in many ways simultaneously, but within our “normal” perception, we only see and experience this reality. At the same time, all realities are the same. It’s just our perception of them that has different levels. But perception is everything, since what we focus on determines where we direct our energy.

What is happening, is that I’m more and more starting to feel the energy behind what I’m saying and doing. And if I’m focused on this energy, I seem to be able to direct it, which plays out as a flow state in this reality. In other words, if I’m focused on the energy, my mind and my body will act in accordance with the energy, without my little ego me having to use any force to make it happen. But if I feel into this energy, I can let it guide my behaviors and actions. Heck, I could maybe even allow it to direct my thoughts. And consequently let my thoughts tell me what state I’m in, rather than, as we usually do, identify with them and. believe what they say about reality and other people.

This is also in line with the chakra system, which says that we have different energy blockages in the body that affects our physical reality and what we experience in it. What I’m beginning to see, is how when I run into an energy blockage, which in this way of perceiving reality manifests in the form of a tension, I’m yanked out of the present moment and so I’m back in 3D-reality, with the struggling and forcing that goes along with it. And so I go unconscious. I don’t exactly understand the mechanism behind this. But it’s as if I wake up for a while, until I unconsciously run into an energy blockage. And then I continue to be unconscious till I become aware that this has happened. 

When I become aware, I have the choice of going into this higher state again. At this point, my ego will offer up some irrational resistance, telling me stuff like “you’ve already messed up, so it’s not worth the effort to get up again”. Even though it takes no effort at all. It’s just about switching the inner state.

At the highest level, I suspect that it’s about opening up to God and allow God to take control completely, while I still maintain my volitional control. It’s a paradox that I believe to be true, but which I cannot fully understand from my current way of being.

This is hard for me to describe, so please, if anything is unclear here, ask me a question.

God is God

You don’t make an effort to do, think and say the right things and avoid the wrong because you are afraid of God’s punishment or because you want a reward from God. You do it because God is God. You know who God is. But do you really consider what this means? Do you really feel deep in your heart what it means to have the omnipotent, omnipresent, eternal creator of the universe with you all the time, in all that you do, say and think?

Shift focus from the outside to the inside

When you shift focus from what’s going on in the world, to the energies that move inside the body, you can observe and let go of emotions that are triggered, instead of acting them out or suppressing them. This is the way to get rid of both the new emotional energy, that the body wanted to get rid of through reacting, and stored emotional energy. This way you can eventually stop reacting altogether. Emotions are just energy. Even though real traumas need to be dealt with through deeper processing, the energy created from daily stressors can be let go of in this manner. Emotions from daily stressors are plainly useless, but for most people, they are the ones that do most damage. 

It is you who govern your thoughts, not the other way around

This is a habit. It can be learned. Any behavior starts in the thoughts. The more we observe our thoughts, the more the ability to change the direction of them increases.

What is up to me and what is up to God?

I  know that my purpose is not just to sit on the sofa and let God fix everything for me. But I also know that some things are better left to God. When I asked God in prayer, I received this answer:

As long as I don’t try to force my will upon God’s will, it’s up to me. For example: I exercise my physical body. But I don’t try to force it into becoming something that it was never intended to be. I don’t always follow this myself, but this would mean that having a healthy body should take priority when it comes to exercise.

Punishments

No, I don’t believe that God will ever punish us for anything. I believe that God even loves dictators, serial killers and rapists. I believe that even those people have pure, loving souls that may very well scream in agony every time that their egos cause them to act against their spiritual essence.

I do believe, however, that what we do can bring us closer to- and further away from God. And the further away we are from God, the more hell-like life will become.

Gratitude

I’ve recently come face to face with my own lack of gratitude. I’ve realized that I’ve often focused on the negative, rather than the positive things in my life. I live an amazing life with my wife, even if it’s not always what I had expected. In all the ways that counts, it’s so much more.

Speaking from the ego or the heart

I’ve lately become acutely aware that I within conversations can unknowingly switch back and forth between the ego and the heart. The ego craves certainty and it wants to be right. It wants to know things. The heart is only interested in the truth and to communicate it as honestly as possible. Without any concern about pride, boastfulness and self-image.

Voldemort part 2

I know that something strange is happening in the world. I’ve had incredible inner experiences. I’ve seen how I’m changing and waking up to who I really am, how we really function and how the world really works. And those that seem to know what is going on say that this thing that is supposed to stop Voldemort is no good. This, I believe, is quite a powerful argument. But what if they do not really know? What if there is something big that is happening, but that those that talk about it don’t really know what it is at all?

As I’m continuing writing this, it’s the fourth of January 2022. I wrote the last paragraph a couple of months ago. Since then, detainment camps for un-vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf in Australia have been confirmed, which fact checkers just a few weeks ago denied existed. A proposed bill, that would allow the government to detain people deemed threats to public health indefinitely without trial was downvoted in New York. We already know about all the censorship on the internet, many feel that they can trust nothing that comes from society. We have these things in our phones, that we have to show to have access to parts of society. They are now available as chips that can be inserted under the skin, making the warnings from way back, that say that these chips are the mark of the beast seem less and less like crazy religious conspiracy theories. Doctors refuse to report negative effects of the solution to Voldemort (and there are LOTS of them), but are happy to write down someone dying from a car accident with Voldemort in their bodies as caused by Voldemort. Many say that the solution to Voldemort changes one’s genes indefinitely. And yeah, the mass media is pushing the narrative that we who don’t take the solution are the reason that we still have Voldemort really hard, while different measures are being taken, both through political initiatives and among employers, to separate un-vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf from those that are vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf. In effect, two classes of people are being created. If you know a little about psychology and history, which loads of people don’t, you will know that such measures can lead to things getting ugly fast. Like murderous-ugly. And if you are a journalist or work with PR, you should definitely know this. And yeah, several countries are forcing kids to take the vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf through making it mandatory in schools, and Austria has decided to fine those that refuse to take the vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf. In all of this, America seems to have gotten a president that does not seem to know at all what he is doing, in a way that makes it look suspiciously much as if he is not really the one in charge. 

Furthermore, the biggest manufacturer of the solution for Voldemort has made a deal that absolve them from all responsibility for side-effects. Why would they do that if the solution is so safe? And the solution is still classified as experimental. 

And this is definitely not an exhaustive list of all the insanity.

And let’s not forget that a large part of our society has been shut down for years now. This must have damaged our economies greatly and there is a huge crash coming. One that will be much deadlier than Voldemort. Because the civil unrest will be unfathomable. This Is self-evident. You can’t shut down society in a way that makes loads of businesses shut down and causes the loss of tons of tax revenue, without it affecting the economy. And the economy was unstable before this. 

Now, I’m no economist. But I know that it is possible to pull out tricks that can delay a crash. Which is something that in all likelihood is happening now. But the crash must be on its way. And politicians and journalists must know this. Must have known this when the shut downs were put in place. And I think that maybe people have been so pre-occupied with Voldemort itself, that they have not thought much of the effects on the economy. And even less that the crash that is in all likelihood coming could have been foretold by a five year old. 

In all of this, there has also been a large wealth redistribution that has put more money in the hands of billionaires and less money in the hands of basically everyone else. I wonder what this means in the grander scheme of things, when the crash hits us and our living conditions as an inevitable consequence are radically altered.

Voldemort part 1

So, just like everyone else, this thing that everyone is afraid of, let’s call it Voldemort (because it must not be named), has been occupying my mind from time to time. First of all, I belong to the people that are not very afraid of it. I know the statistics and that it’s very unlikely that I will get seriously hurt. I’m also one of the people that have chosen not to take the thing because I’m concerned with what it might do to my body, as well as to my mind and even to my connection with my soul. In other words, I wish to be open with the fact that so far, I am very skeptical towards taking this thing that is supposed to solve our current situation. But I am a person who values the ability of not making hasty judgments or judgments based on insufficient knowledge. So when I started this series, that I managed to write several parts of before publishing, I did this with the explicit purpose of doing just that: explore the question from all angles, without making any final judgment. However, since I started this, so much has happened and I can honestly say that I will never take the solution for Voldemort.

The Calling. Part 12

It feels weird to say this out loud. But this awakening stuff, whatever it is, is definitely happening. The biggest event in the planet’s history is about to happen and it’s not just some elite club that is part of it. What is happening inside of many people, including myself, right now, is so huge that it will alter the course of history. Unless those that want to stop it manages to do so. And then they will be the ones altering the course of history instead.

I don’t know if the outcome of this is already predetermined or if our choices ultimately matter in the grander scheme of things. Some believe that they have the answers to these questions. I don’t. But now that I do know that, whatever else may be true, these spiritual awakenings are definitely happening, I also understand that it’s something very extraordinary that I and many others have the privilege of experiencing. Something that, as I asid, will alter the course of history.

I want you to pause for a second to reflect on what this actually means. If you are like me, your ego is probably still partially denying that this is happening. It might not feel as real as the maybe not so real reality that you have grown up to regard as the only reality. But this is absolutely real. And if it’s real, and there are people in the world that want it to go in another direction, they would want to stop it.

So, if you’re not going through an awakening yourself, please just ponder the idea that this awakening is actually happening. Couldn’t what is happening in the world right now, where our rights are rapidly being taken away. Where those that have awakened are also the same people that see dangers with the solution to Voldemort (the one that cannot be named), refuse to take it and therefore systematically separated from the rest of society.

The Calling. Part 11

While, as I said in the last post, I believe Christianity holds the key to this reality, I don’t believe that it should exclude learning from other religions. I know for example that the Chakra system of Hinduism is real. I also know that the Buddha said something important, when he said that the root causes of suffering are attachment and aversion. God built these things into our experience of reality. 

There is in general a whole energy system inside, that we can access just by paying attention to it. How could this be wrong? What I’ve come to realize, is that if the Bible gives a clear no no to something, we should listen to it. But the idea that we should try to discern prohibitions that aren’t explicit in the Biblical texts I believe are erroneous. If it, for one reason or another, is important that we don’t do something, I think this will be very explicit in the Bible and if we look at its effect on our lives, it should be pretty clear why as well.

The Calling. Part 10

So, why Christianity and not other religions? I think that the answer is to be found in the person Jesus. His life and example. I believe that he provided a blueprint for how to live in this world. 

At the same time, I’m starting to suspect that there is truth to the statement that we live in multiple dimensions simultaneously. And in other dimensions we might interact with reality in a different way, even if everything is connected. But the best way of interacting with this dimension was exemplified by Jesus.

The Calling. Part 9

It is as if a puzzle is being laid now. That is the best way of explaining it. Many different people get their piece of the truth. Maybe some people get the same piece and maybe all of those people are not going to reach the public with what they are finding out. I don’t know. Maybe, for one reason or another, the pieces of truth are not coming through without interference. Maybe they are distorted somehow. I don’t know.