Is everything energy on higher levels?

So, I’m starting to suspect that those that say that we are multidimensional beings are right. I’m still trying to wrap my head around this and writing this down is one way of doing so. At the core seems to be that we interact with reality in many ways simultaneously, but within our “normal” perception, we only see and experience this reality. At the same time, all realities are the same. It’s just our perception of them that has different levels. But perception is everything, since what we focus on determines where we direct our energy.

What is happening, is that I’m more and more starting to feel the energy behind what I’m saying and doing. And if I’m focused on this energy, I seem to be able to direct it, which plays out as a flow state in this reality. In other words, if I’m focused on the energy, my mind and my body will act in accordance with the energy, without my little ego me having to use any force to make it happen. But if I feel into this energy, I can let it guide my behaviors and actions. Heck, I could maybe even allow it to direct my thoughts. And consequently let my thoughts tell me what state I’m in, rather than, as we usually do, identify with them and. believe what they say about reality and other people.

This is also in line with the chakra system, which says that we have different energy blockages in the body that affects our physical reality and what we experience in it. What I’m beginning to see, is how when I run into an energy blockage, which in this way of perceiving reality manifests in the form of a tension, I’m yanked out of the present moment and so I’m back in 3D-reality, with the struggling and forcing that goes along with it. And so I go unconscious. I don’t exactly understand the mechanism behind this. But it’s as if I wake up for a while, until I unconsciously run into an energy blockage. And then I continue to be unconscious till I become aware that this has happened. 

When I become aware, I have the choice of going into this higher state again. At this point, my ego will offer up some irrational resistance, telling me stuff like “you’ve already messed up, so it’s not worth the effort to get up again”. Even though it takes no effort at all. It’s just about switching the inner state.

At the highest level, I suspect that it’s about opening up to God and allow God to take control completely, while I still maintain my volitional control. It’s a paradox that I believe to be true, but which I cannot fully understand from my current way of being.

This is hard for me to describe, so please, if anything is unclear here, ask me a question.