Back to my time at the university. After having tried a few different courses, I decided to major in Religious Studies. I had realized that if all of this spiritual stuff was real, which I absolutely believed, then I wanted to dedicate as much time and energy as possible to it, so if I could dedicate my education to it, this was what I was going to do.
In my spiritual search I had started to become drawn to the the occult (the type that wants to be a force for good), so I decided to specialize in Western Esotericism. For quite a while, I even wanted to become a professor. But towards the end I got disillusioned with the whole academia, plus that a few things happened that made me just want to get away from everything. So instead I sold my apartment and moved to a village called Fåglavik, outside of Herrljunga.
This was where I went through what you could call a second awakening. I moved in next door to the woman that is now my wife. We met by the mailboxes two weeks after I moved in. I was picking up my mail and she came home from the grocery store. I introduced myself and we ended up talking for, as I recall it, about half an hour. It was a pretty long time anyway. She told me that she had a partner that she was living with and I remember thinking: too bad. She was cute.
I also picked up on when she told me that she liked the energies in Fåglavik. This made me wonder if she had an interest in spirituality or if it was just a figure of speech.
Little did I know that this meeting would be the beginning of my real spiritual awakening, or that I through meeting Jessica, would learn just how much other people affect how you evolve as a person.
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