Slowing down part 6

Thinking of what I’m about to talk about now makes me sad. You see, I’ve met lots of interesting people in my life. People that I nowadays have no contact with. Because I didn’t feel that I had time for them. Thinking of the friendships that I could have had and what I could have done together with those people really burns in my heart. I can’t say that stress was the only factor that caused this. I’ve in the past had an unconscious tendency to push people away. But swinging between being busy all the time and crashing because of my stress has certainly not helped.