What is up to me and what is up to God?

I  know that my purpose is not just to sit on the sofa and let God fix everything for me. But I also know that some things are better left to God. When I asked God in prayer, I received this answer:

As long as I don’t try to force my will upon God’s will, it’s up to me. For example: I exercise my physical body. But I don’t try to force it into becoming something that it was never intended to be. I don’t always follow this myself, but this would mean that having a healthy body should take priority when it comes to exercise.

Punishments

No, I don’t believe that God will ever punish us for anything. I believe that God even loves dictators, serial killers and rapists. I believe that even those people have pure, loving souls that may very well scream in agony every time that their egos cause them to act against their spiritual essence.

I do believe, however, that what we do can bring us closer to- and further away from God. And the further away we are from God, the more hell-like life will become.

Gratitude

I’ve recently come face to face with my own lack of gratitude. I’ve realized that I’ve often focused on the negative, rather than the positive things in my life. I live an amazing life with my wife, even if it’s not always what I had expected. In all the ways that counts, it’s so much more.

Speaking from the ego or the heart

I’ve lately become acutely aware that I within conversations can unknowingly switch back and forth between the ego and the heart. The ego craves certainty and it wants to be right. It wants to know things. The heart is only interested in the truth and to communicate it as honestly as possible. Without any concern about pride, boastfulness and self-image.

Voldemort part 2

I know that something strange is happening in the world. I’ve had incredible inner experiences. I’ve seen how I’m changing and waking up to who I really am, how we really function and how the world really works. And those that seem to know what is going on say that this thing that is supposed to stop Voldemort is no good. This, I believe, is quite a powerful argument. But what if they do not really know? What if there is something big that is happening, but that those that talk about it don’t really know what it is at all?

As I’m continuing writing this, it’s the fourth of January 2022. I wrote the last paragraph a couple of months ago. Since then, detainment camps for un-vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf in Australia have been confirmed, which fact checkers just a few weeks ago denied existed. A proposed bill, that would allow the government to detain people deemed threats to public health indefinitely without trial was downvoted in New York. We already know about all the censorship on the internet, many feel that they can trust nothing that comes from society. We have these things in our phones, that we have to show to have access to parts of society. They are now available as chips that can be inserted under the skin, making the warnings from way back, that say that these chips are the mark of the beast seem less and less like crazy religious conspiracy theories. Doctors refuse to report negative effects of the solution to Voldemort (and there are LOTS of them), but are happy to write down someone dying from a car accident with Voldemort in their bodies as caused by Voldemort. Many say that the solution to Voldemort changes one’s genes indefinitely. And yeah, the mass media is pushing the narrative that we who don’t take the solution are the reason that we still have Voldemort really hard, while different measures are being taken, both through political initiatives and among employers, to separate un-vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf from those that are vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf. In effect, two classes of people are being created. If you know a little about psychology and history, which loads of people don’t, you will know that such measures can lead to things getting ugly fast. Like murderous-ugly. And if you are a journalist or work with PR, you should definitely know this. And yeah, several countries are forcing kids to take the vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf through making it mandatory in schools, and Austria has decided to fine those that refuse to take the vabjrshbuegyadvraevvadf. In all of this, America seems to have gotten a president that does not seem to know at all what he is doing, in a way that makes it look suspiciously much as if he is not really the one in charge. 

Furthermore, the biggest manufacturer of the solution for Voldemort has made a deal that absolve them from all responsibility for side-effects. Why would they do that if the solution is so safe? And the solution is still classified as experimental. 

And this is definitely not an exhaustive list of all the insanity.

And let’s not forget that a large part of our society has been shut down for years now. This must have damaged our economies greatly and there is a huge crash coming. One that will be much deadlier than Voldemort. Because the civil unrest will be unfathomable. This Is self-evident. You can’t shut down society in a way that makes loads of businesses shut down and causes the loss of tons of tax revenue, without it affecting the economy. And the economy was unstable before this. 

Now, I’m no economist. But I know that it is possible to pull out tricks that can delay a crash. Which is something that in all likelihood is happening now. But the crash must be on its way. And politicians and journalists must know this. Must have known this when the shut downs were put in place. And I think that maybe people have been so pre-occupied with Voldemort itself, that they have not thought much of the effects on the economy. And even less that the crash that is in all likelihood coming could have been foretold by a five year old. 

In all of this, there has also been a large wealth redistribution that has put more money in the hands of billionaires and less money in the hands of basically everyone else. I wonder what this means in the grander scheme of things, when the crash hits us and our living conditions as an inevitable consequence are radically altered.

Voldemort part 1

So, just like everyone else, this thing that everyone is afraid of, let’s call it Voldemort (because it must not be named), has been occupying my mind from time to time. First of all, I belong to the people that are not very afraid of it. I know the statistics and that it’s very unlikely that I will get seriously hurt. I’m also one of the people that have chosen not to take the thing because I’m concerned with what it might do to my body, as well as to my mind and even to my connection with my soul. In other words, I wish to be open with the fact that so far, I am very skeptical towards taking this thing that is supposed to solve our current situation. But I am a person who values the ability of not making hasty judgments or judgments based on insufficient knowledge. So when I started this series, that I managed to write several parts of before publishing, I did this with the explicit purpose of doing just that: explore the question from all angles, without making any final judgment. However, since I started this, so much has happened and I can honestly say that I will never take the solution for Voldemort.

The Calling. Part 12

It feels weird to say this out loud. But this awakening stuff, whatever it is, is definitely happening. The biggest event in the planet’s history is about to happen and it’s not just some elite club that is part of it. What is happening inside of many people, including myself, right now, is so huge that it will alter the course of history. Unless those that want to stop it manages to do so. And then they will be the ones altering the course of history instead.

I don’t know if the outcome of this is already predetermined or if our choices ultimately matter in the grander scheme of things. Some believe that they have the answers to these questions. I don’t. But now that I do know that, whatever else may be true, these spiritual awakenings are definitely happening, I also understand that it’s something very extraordinary that I and many others have the privilege of experiencing. Something that, as I asid, will alter the course of history.

I want you to pause for a second to reflect on what this actually means. If you are like me, your ego is probably still partially denying that this is happening. It might not feel as real as the maybe not so real reality that you have grown up to regard as the only reality. But this is absolutely real. And if it’s real, and there are people in the world that want it to go in another direction, they would want to stop it.

So, if you’re not going through an awakening yourself, please just ponder the idea that this awakening is actually happening. Couldn’t what is happening in the world right now, where our rights are rapidly being taken away. Where those that have awakened are also the same people that see dangers with the solution to Voldemort (the one that cannot be named), refuse to take it and therefore systematically separated from the rest of society.

The Calling. Part 11

While, as I said in the last post, I believe Christianity holds the key to this reality, I don’t believe that it should exclude learning from other religions. I know for example that the Chakra system of Hinduism is real. I also know that the Buddha said something important, when he said that the root causes of suffering are attachment and aversion. God built these things into our experience of reality. 

There is in general a whole energy system inside, that we can access just by paying attention to it. How could this be wrong? What I’ve come to realize, is that if the Bible gives a clear no no to something, we should listen to it. But the idea that we should try to discern prohibitions that aren’t explicit in the Biblical texts I believe are erroneous. If it, for one reason or another, is important that we don’t do something, I think this will be very explicit in the Bible and if we look at its effect on our lives, it should be pretty clear why as well.

The Calling. Part 10

So, why Christianity and not other religions? I think that the answer is to be found in the person Jesus. His life and example. I believe that he provided a blueprint for how to live in this world. 

At the same time, I’m starting to suspect that there is truth to the statement that we live in multiple dimensions simultaneously. And in other dimensions we might interact with reality in a different way, even if everything is connected. But the best way of interacting with this dimension was exemplified by Jesus.

The Calling. Part 9

It is as if a puzzle is being laid now. That is the best way of explaining it. Many different people get their piece of the truth. Maybe some people get the same piece and maybe all of those people are not going to reach the public with what they are finding out. I don’t know. Maybe, for one reason or another, the pieces of truth are not coming through without interference. Maybe they are distorted somehow. I don’t know.